Sunflower Halved Hypersaturated

Sunflower Halved Hypersaturated
Yes this is a real sunflower I took this shot a couple of summers ago in the garden outside my work window

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Opinions, Options and Waiting

So the wait continues...I have been confirmed for two classes, but I am still waitlisted for the others. At first I was 1, 6, 13 and 16...then later I had received the #1 position class and moved up on the waitlist to 5, 7, and 11. Yesterday, I received the #7 position class and moved to 4 and 9 for the other two. Today I'm feeling grateful to be in 2 out of 4 and am now thinking of dropping the other two...I'll decide on that later.

I had a very opinion based conversation yesterday. I have ill feelings toward the whole situation just because the opinions of others should not be forced upon me or to be made to feel as though they represent factual information. Everyone has an opinion on who I should be, where I should be, what I should be doing. I'm trying not to be affected by it all, but it's very disheartening to hear certain words or terms applied to yourself. From all of it though decisions must be made...I'm unsure of which path I am going to take at the moment.

My hopes for a positive upturn starting today seem very gray and dim...


Amy said...

Keep your chin up Joycie. Only you can know what's best for you. You'll make the right decisions. Big hugs to you! :-)